Wow

I dont know....
I just saw magdalena go cross eyed trying to watch tv.
I dont know what to do i feel so horrible when i think about what she is going through to see the world. I couldnt rig her glasses to work again so tomarrow i have to call her eye glass place and hope they can order over the phone untill i can get there at least.
Worst of all when i saw her go cross eyed I said oh baby and burst into actual sobs.
Why do i feel so guilty?
I dont know.